I Want Something More (#TOTD)

I'm in that point again in my life when I feel like "I would be better off doing something else". 

When March started I became quite moody, sensitive, and somehow always sad. It went on for a week or two and I even got sick in the mid of it. I've been too stressed, too tired and too fed up with everything that's been happening until I started not giving a care anymore. I don't mean to be negative (again), I just want to share what I've been through, you know, just letting it all out.

About a week ago I started feeling on top once more; I was a bit happier, I've been active with writing articles, attending a lot of tastings and meeting new people, and I've also started dancing again with a few good friends. Don't get me wrong, not all stress was gone but it did help me get through the "dark side" I was facing earlier. It's just always been something I think about, do other people go through the same stages or situations? Am I just over-thinking what's happening? Or am I just not strong or brave enough to don't give a f*ck at all?

You know what I think I need? A good vacay! Just a few stress-free days, away from all that's been bothering me in Macau and finally being content with how I'm living my life. Don't leave me in doubt, if you've ever felt the same way I did then please let me know. I've always wanted to inspire and encourage people (one of the reasons why I started my blog in the first place) and let them know that it's okay to feel a certain way at times. Seems like I'm failing in the whole inspiring part so let me just stay here and continue being a whine baby.

Photo Credits to: Adrian Coronado (@dash_ad)

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